bored life

guess what..
i was sleeping de whole day at home..
online de whole day at home oso..
but nothing to do at home..

today,
i woke up at 9am.
cos dadi is askin us to go new hse to clean up..
actuali dun feel liked want to go..
which i should because i am so exhausted wit only few hour of sleeping..
i slept at 5am++
cos watching some dvd..

so that,
we went to de hse and clean up everythg until 3pm++
after that mami said she was hungry,
and i was hungry too
den tell mami go dapoa chicken rice to eat..
so we decided to dapao chicken rice
which i liked to eat too..x)

then,
went bak home and had our lunch..
facebook here and that..
and sleep now..xD

i miss u

seriously,
i miss him..
i miss him so so so much..
i wish to see his msg..
why i need to like become sohai liked that keep expect that he will msg me..
i reali hope to see his msg..

i miss him..T.T

idiot!
i miss u so much..
i miss ur hug..
i miss ur sayang..
i miss everything..
i miss everything what u have done to me..
do u knw that
i miss u??

sien

cannot fall asleep at all,
so i came to my blog to wrote something rubbish again..
but i dono what to write..
just........
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i wish to find someone who reali true to me..
sudenly tok about this topic,
dono why..
now i can truly feel de time of lonely..

just now went to see his photo,
he added new photos into his profile,
de title is my 19th birthday..
yea~
his birthday..
when i jus saw de photos,
sudenly..
de pain came out again..
i tot i oredy kept all de painness into a deep deep hole..
and i cover it with a *cloth*

who knows,
sudenly de painness kiam pa came out..
i hate that kind of feeling!!
is truly hurt!

when only i can take off all those stupid idiotic sadness and painness away?
i wan my happiness come back!!
fan loi lo..fan loi lo...xD

hahaha..
look front and dont look on de bak ppl..
night ppl...=)
now i thk i can reali sleep d..
cos im yawning now..xD

night ppl!....=)

Nothing last forever.....

I thought you said its gonna be forever..
Why it has turn out to be so bad...
Everything has ruined...
Everything!
Everything is destroyed...
Everything is gone ,
You ruined my mood...
Hopes, Dreams, Life, and everything...
Its so unfair...
Life is so unfair...
And you're so unfair for me!!
I hate you!!
Seriously,
I hate you f*cking much!!
F*cker you!!
I hate you.......

Something about life..

I have no idea what life is all about..
Its kinda meaning less without you..
I miss you a lot..
Where have you been..
What are you doing..
I miss you...

No idea

Has no idea what life is all about...
Anyone can tell me what is life for...
Good and understandable explanation...

A story

Life is a piece of shit..
Where you take it and throw it away..

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday tooo u..
Happy birthday toooo u..

Happy birthday tooooo uuuuu...

Hap...py... birth...day... toooooo u....


happy birthday, dude..

Sometimes

thinking of whatever is possible...
yea right...
i still thought of him alot...
even dreamed about him...
could anyone please help me out?
i dun wan to fall for someone tat deep....

i dun knw why...
i felt so difficult..
as in approaching his mind...
though i can approach him easily in the aspect of physical
but not his mental...

i just hope to knw what he's thinking...

right now,
im in a dilemma...it'll not end unless till let him go...

driving with my feelings

somehow,
do u believe in fate?
i do believe...
i met my frens...
my everyone by fate...

but,
somehow,
i got more n more alone n lonely...
no idea why...
but im sure,
im gonna adapt in this situation...

the confusion in my mind
the rapidly changes in my feeling
the people around me whom changed...
the phone that doesnt rang anymore...
i just hope,
that i can even find someone who's true to me...

but at the mid of this month,
everything will change even fast and different...

if i disappeared,
do anyone mind bout it?

sad..

sad...
some ppl knw how to said friendship forever..
but,
some of de ppl got new friends d den 4get about de old friends..
sumore got new blog oso never tell us..
even come back to here d,
oso din tell,
even a sms oso never receive..
Sad!!

such a friend i have.......
fedup!

ramdom post

somehow i think...
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grow up la fucker!!
u reali looks like a fucker....
even a fucker oso better than u...

speechless

today,
i got nothing to talk about..
just 1 word...

Night people...=)

a joke

End~

Fainth or no faith

It cant be reminded...
I jz cant be...
It hurts... sooo much


So what if most of the people had gone through this,
So what if it happened half a year ago,
So what if I tot I'd let go,
So what if I trusted you,
So what if I owned the assurance of urs,
So what if you've changed,
So what if everything's is different now & getting better.



If only tat did not happen
....

NEW!

New bloggie...
very pek cek wit that..
cos dono wat to edit de main page...=(