sien

cannot fall asleep at all,
so i came to my blog to wrote something rubbish again..
but i dono what to write..
just........
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i wish to find someone who reali true to me..
sudenly tok about this topic,
dono why..
now i can truly feel de time of lonely..

just now went to see his photo,
he added new photos into his profile,
de title is my 19th birthday..
yea~
his birthday..
when i jus saw de photos,
sudenly..
de pain came out again..
i tot i oredy kept all de painness into a deep deep hole..
and i cover it with a *cloth*

who knows,
sudenly de painness kiam pa came out..
i hate that kind of feeling!!
is truly hurt!

when only i can take off all those stupid idiotic sadness and painness away?
i wan my happiness come back!!
fan loi lo..fan loi lo...xD

hahaha..
look front and dont look on de bak ppl..
night ppl...=)
now i thk i can reali sleep d..
cos im yawning now..xD

night ppl!....=)