about you

i wanted to ask,

can u jus love me more?
can u jus makin me to fallin deep deep love on u?
can u let me jus forget about de past?

actuali im havin dilemma..
i loved him and yet missing de ex boyfriend too..
i knw i shouldnt..
but,
still come out from my brain..
wanted to let boyfriend knw..

but........its not a good timing yet.....


well,
mayb were let him to know..
or,
mayb not...
i post it on de blog at last...

and i had changed my link..
for nobody known..
few know..
and i dun wana to let boyfriend read it..
i knew that he were come and read it!

day by day...
and im still that kind of automatically to type his name den view his profile and see wat he wrote on de wall...
what to do,
cause wana know.....

P/S:

To boyfriend..sometimes i were thk about de ex...but de fact is i loved u..and i wanted a promises that u tell me u wont leave me..i know this word cannot be trusted..but jus to comfort me..i wil happy for few mins,or mayb hrs?or mayb a day or a week?afterwards i will forget it..seriously,i reali need a comfort by u..=(

although sometimes still thinking about de ex boyfriend..
but im still love u..
i know u wont simply said that LOVE word,
but i loved you