about you

i wanted to ask,

can u jus love me more?
can u jus makin me to fallin deep deep love on u?
can u let me jus forget about de past?

actuali im havin dilemma..
i loved him and yet missing de ex boyfriend too..
i knw i shouldnt..
but,
still come out from my brain..
wanted to let boyfriend knw..

but........its not a good timing yet.....


well,
mayb were let him to know..
or,
mayb not...
i post it on de blog at last...

and i had changed my link..
for nobody known..
few know..
and i dun wana to let boyfriend read it..
i knew that he were come and read it!

day by day...
and im still that kind of automatically to type his name den view his profile and see wat he wrote on de wall...
what to do,
cause wana know.....

P/S:

To boyfriend..sometimes i were thk about de ex...but de fact is i loved u..and i wanted a promises that u tell me u wont leave me..i know this word cannot be trusted..but jus to comfort me..i wil happy for few mins,or mayb hrs?or mayb a day or a week?afterwards i will forget it..seriously,i reali need a comfort by u..=(

although sometimes still thinking about de ex boyfriend..
but im still love u..
i know u wont simply said that LOVE word,
but i loved you

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna

Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku
Ku kan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu


Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Tak kan mampu menghadapi semua,
hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku
oh sayangku kau begitu,

sempurna....


Kau genggam tanganku
saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
kau bisikan kata yang hapus semua sesalku

Accident & Birthday 5/2/2010 & 6/2/2010

an accident during i cum bak from college..and it was my birthday..


de birthday present from the boyfriend..=D
and de.....

birthday card..that is a copyright by him..x)

6.2.2010

a birthday cake from pohen and chun wai..=)
and................

p/s:thanks to de pohen and chun wai..thanks for de suprise that u guys brought to me..appreciate it..=D

And de last thing..thanks to de boyfriend..he is a good boyfriend that i've been found..thanks for de everything..and thanks for teman me go to de police station until that late..

i love u!<3

2个月与2年

如果给我选2个月或2年，
我会选2个月
虽然2个月不比2年长，
在2年里也有感情
可是在这2个月里，我过得比2年开心

因为
我已喜欢上2个月，也开始慢慢爱上了2个月
在2年里就好像拍了一场戏
在拍戏的过程中，
有开心也有伤心
在2年的感情世界里，
有如做过山车...
无时无刻的心情就像动荡不定

选择2个月时
还在犹豫该不该继续等2年
跟2个月在一起的过程中
开始慢慢的发现2个月的好、体贴、关心和温柔
所以...
无论在2年或更长的时间
拍戏就是拍戏
不可能在现实生活中找到自我
...
最后我还是选择了
陪伴我一起渡过这2个月生活的人
虽然在2个月里也有不顺心的时候
可是我却学会了很多事情

原来

原来，
我在你心里就连朋友也不是
对你来说，我只是个有利用价值的人

never gonna be alone

Time, is going by, so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day